Monday, January 25, 2010


If you know me then you probably know that making a decision has never been something I have been good at. Whether it is something big such as my career choices or something small like which flavor of ice cream I should get. For some reason I just can't do it. A lot of times I ask my mom what to do but she loves to torture me and force me to decide on my own. I wish I could have someone to make all my decisions for me. I think I have too many what ifs going through my head and I think way too hard about it when most of the time it really isn't even necessary. I mean come on cookie dough or mint chocolate chip flavor ice cream is not a life or death decision. I find it easier to make decisions on a whim and put no thought to it, like at a restaurant if I don't know what to get I just wait for the waiter to take our order and I will just hurry and say something. Sometimes I know the right choice but find it hard to bring myself to commit to it so I keep pushing the thought out of my head. Other times there is no right or wrong choice and it's all up to me. I need to stop thinking about things so much and just take a leap of faith. I don't really like new years resolution type of goals becuase they never seem to be very realistic, but I think this is something I want to work on this year.

This doesn't really have anything to do with anything but here is some inspiration for you from one of my favorite bloggers/artist:

Magic Curtain from katie sokoler on Vimeo.

xoxo z


  1. Guess what...I know exactly how you feel! Its way hard to but isn't it great when you make a decision and you know that its the right one? Because I sure love that feeling! Going through one of those decisions myself right now...guess thats life though. Lets hang out. Call me please. Just mono girl sitting on my couch :)

  2. wow this post freaked me out! cuz everything you said... was me to a T. hate it hate it hate it.(not making decisions) haha. and now i'm completely at lost cuz i'm trying to make major decisions and it sucks dude. i dunno what to do. haha just thought i'd express my frustration too;)